Gay Street By Drew Pisarra

Gay Street

There’s a little game I like to play
when I’m on the street and on my own.
What it means I hesitate to say

‘though it does have to do with my being gay
and the men who I pass as they walk alone.
There’s a little game I like to play.

I would not say that I play this game every day
or that this is behavior that I condone.
What it means I hesitate to say:

fantasies about men who cross my way,
lurid matchups with well-toned, mustached clones.
There’s a little game I like to play

that’s like a little game once called “Betray”
or “Cheater’s Choice” or “Cum what may.” 
What it means I hesitate to say

but the new game’s pretend. I need not pay
the piper. There’s nothing here to atone.
There’s a little game I like to play.
What it means I hate to say.

A recent grantee of Cafe Royal Cultural Foundation, Curious Elixirs: Curious Creators, and LMCC, Drew Pisarra is the author of You’re Pretty Gay (2021) and Publick Spanking, two collections of short stories, and Infinity Standing Up (2019) and Periodic Boyfriends (2023), two collections of homoerotic sonnets. Additionally, he was a participating poet at A Gathering of the Tribes two-day reading at The Whitney Biennial 2022: Quiet As It’s Kept.

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